Saturday, September 19, 2009

Certezas

E quando não temos bem a certeza do que iremos fazer, olhamos para o passado, relembramos os nossos sonhos e mantemos a esperança. Porque se eu por vezes duvido, há quem tenha toda a certeza.


Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win, by fearing to attempt. William Shakespeare

If a man will begin with certainties, he shall end in doubts: but if he will be content to begin with doubts, he shall end in certainties. Sr. Francis Bacon

The key to change... is to let go of fear. Rosanne Cash

Fear of failure must never be a reason not to try something. Frederick Smith

Wisdom is knowing what to do next; Skill is knowing how ot do it, and Virtue is doing it. David Starr Jordan

One's first step in wisdom is to question everything - and one's last is to come to terms with everything. Georg C. Lichtenberg

No question is so difficult to answer as that to which the answer is obvious. George Bernard Shaw

Men are respectable only as they respect. Ralph Waldo Emerson

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Anger Management vs I don't give a F***

(I hereby apologize for the possible amount of curse words that will follow)


Cheers to every conniving and self-centered son of a bitch in the world! Your best representative has just showed some work!
Because after 17 years of knowing someone I am now allegedly in love with that person
(I am not, he's not even my type)



and I asked his best friend to help me so that he wouldn't get back together with his girlfriend
(this bestfriend of his is actually the only one of the people I'll mention that I've actually been in love with, a long time ago - and I didn't even know the couple wasn't together; hope eveything's ok)
(oh, and I haven't talked to this "bestfriend" in two months as he refused to talk to me).



At least now I know that the "friends" that stopped talking to me had as reason to do so the fact I made up so many "lies" that they got sick of me

(The only person I lied to amongst them was my ex-boyfriend when I said I loved him and I'm actually sorry for that).



And apparently I'm what you'd translate as "a fucking snobbish stuck-up"
(this is the only part I won't discuss, opinions are personal - and yes, I know snob and stuck-up are pretty much the same but I really must emphasize).




But facts are not personal.


You could blame me of covering up and being involved in the shit they made.
You could blame me of having been involved with two guys of the group, though at different times, being the most shameful thing the fact that one of them wasn't exactly what you'd call available.

The truth is I'm human, I make mistakes and I can't control my heart nor sometimes my libido.
But not of what you've accused me.


Now, all of you be happy, marry, have children... And just leave me the fuck alone because I'm tired of your shit and all the lies and the fact that you always find someone to blame. I do not need you, I'll miss the ones who I thought were the "bigger people" but I just don't need this.
And when it concerns guys and me being interested in any of you, I've moved on... A long time ago.


And to you, always the mastermind, if you ever read this let me tell you that I now laugh just thinking of the day you told me you wanted to be a better person. Worse than me trying to be a bad girl was you posing as a good guy. I hope you lie your way to happiness as you've been doing all your life.



P.S.: Just go have a fucking great life.

Monday, September 7, 2009

Smile

Porque palavras são só palavras.



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