Commotion

Surreal.
Completely and utterly suffocating.
Shocking despite any previous knowledge.
Overwhelmingly surprising even if disturbingly foreseen.
Sucking out of me any possible rational reaction.
It scares the shit out of me
even though it is one of my current dreams
and what I needed;
safety and turmoil
thunderstorms
soft breezes
A total lack of understanding in a surprisingly calm manner.

This is me when you say I love you.

(And everytime I softly and lovingly say it back to you... even if just in my mind)